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How come my first real relationship is not a relationship?
I’m actually dealing with a human, a soul, a spirit. Without attaching anything but my love and delight and admiration to it. No expectations, no boxes to tick, no titles to honour,no concepts to be loyal to, nothing to measure and judge myself against. Except for how fully I can love him. And love with him. And learning from him how to love me.
Crazy how the truth is that you learn how to love yourself from others.
William is so truthful and candid, he didn’t lead me on with concepts and lies that determine future expectations and flaws. William just loves when and where he is. And I can tell he knows how to love people, his soul is gentle. He’s smart, maybe he can use that to his advantage and be manipulative when he needs to. But his end-goal with all things I can tell already, is good. And underscored with love. Big Love. The kind that knows no parameters but only knows.
